Never knew what it was till I met that Instagram voice......I was always down and angry because of how people treated me so badly, relationship failures, family, work place and people breaking my trust generally, I have a job, I drive a good car I have food to eat, good clothes to wear but I was not happy, I was broken for years, this happened for years I was managing it on my own, till recently I was just going thru Instagram stories to see what I can find to laugh about then I saw a picture of Hope it was a lady, it was captured so nicely, the words were you Need to Let it Go
so I decided to look at it, then I saw other short write ups of Hope never seen anything that took my attention that easily and decided to DM, I was surprise I got a reply, got the wahtsapp NO and a class for that same day, I was excited, I was very happy hearing something new, something that gave me hope, something that taught me how to think differently, how to love myself and value myself, how I comes first before any other person I repeated the voice notes for many times before going to bed that day, for the first time I went to bed happy without thinking without being worried, I was excited I needed more, then my coach again asked if I was going to be chance for face to face class, I was happy I said yes quickly I looked forward for that Saturday it eventually came and it was a total mind shift for me, it was more interesting than anything I had listened to earlier, I learnt alot about forgiveness and how to appreciate my very self, I was taught to love and owned what I want to in my life before it comes finally and I should believe I have it, to picture the life I want to leave and work towards it, it was a new life in me, no one has ever asked me how I grew up it was the first time my coach asked me that, and I was broken while telling him the story and when I did I was free from my soul, I became light, he asked that forgive everyone I feel hurt me in the Past and let go, that I should even call them..it was strange but he made me understand I needed to let go, so I did, put a call thru to my step sister whom I was holding grudge against because of how she maltreated me in the past, she was happy I called we talked about growing up, the family, the past where I am now and we both cried and laughed, at the end I felt better, so relieved and lighter too
I still have 2 people to talk to.
I am equally enjoying my 2nd assignment, I was asked by my coach to write down how I want to see my life henceforth and believe I have it already, I did that in my diary and I recite it everyday...I must say noting seems to be sweeter than this, it feels like wearing a bomb short and running around the garden with that love one you cherish alot, is that sweet and with my prayers I am on a very very sweet and sasylicious life....you want to meet my coach? then follow me and meet the one and only exceptional Mind Coach BankoleBanjo ~ Judith Gums